A Dream Within A Dream

I don’t get all this silly abbreviations that is used in modern communication. Like SMH in particular is one of them. Really? What’s the point in using these useless terms. This just bewilders me to where there is no beginning. Modern communication is dull and confusing. 

It’s hard to believe that it is December not to mention I haven’t posted anything quite recent since early of this year. All I can say is I have been very busy this year. Between school, work, and trying to find another job. Oh and not to mention personal drama. Looking back through the beginning of this year it is safe to say that 2011 has definitely been one learning experience for me that I will never forget.

Between going to school nonstop trying to better myself and create a future for myself and learning about myself and relationships. I can’t say that I regret this year at all. Granted, it is safe for me to say that 2011 has definitely been a year filled with personal drama and then filled with happiness. In 2011 I’ve loved and I’ve lost. I been heartbroken, to being happy again. I’ve learned who truly cares about me and who doesn’t care about me….

But I’d have to say the most important thing I am learning this year is to NOT care when others don’t care like you do. 

As I begin this year 2011, I look back to 2010. A year that has been filled with its ups and downs. A year that has served as a turning point for myself emotionally. I think it is safe to say that the year 2010 has taught some valuable life lessons. 

A lot of things have been on my mind lately. And as of this week, my life has felt like a dark twisted merry-go-round of confusion leaving me overwhelmed and exhausted emotionally. I’m learning how to pick up the pieces after falling down through my mess of a personal life.

All I can say is that the unfortunate things are what truly does test us as a human beings. The older I get, the more I tend to look at “the negative” things that happen in life as a true test of character. I’ll confess though it does suck when there are things that happen in life that leave you off guard. I’m learning to get over it and move on. Because I’ve realized there is no point in sitting and dwelling. It just stings a little bit, trying to pick up the pieces from what you thought seemed to be decent to actually the opposite. But that’s what life is. 

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